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Teenage angst has paid off well; now I'm bored and old

I'll never let you go, if you promise not to fade away, never fade away...

I'll never let you go, if you promise not to fade away, never fade away...

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So I haven't updated in a while, eh?

Four weeks of school and I'm done. I'm a bit disappointed because I thought it was less, but I just checked my calendar and yep, four weeks. Home stretch. Woo. My GPA's going to go down the tubes because I've been a major slacker this semester, but I honestly don't give a fuck anymore.

After much deliberation, I've decided to return to E.C.C. next semester and not go to Daemen after all. $10,000/year is tempting, but there's still a shitload of money after that, and I don't want to live in Amherst, because I'd have to dorm because I'm not driving there and back...40 minutes one way...nooooo thanks. Plus, I like E.C.C. It's more laid-back, and it's not like I can't get a valid degree there and go somewhere else.

And I'm not going to lie--part of it is my boyfriend. It's not the huge deciding factor, but this is the best relationship I've ever had and will probably ever have. I have a hard time going a day without seeing him--living in Amherst means once a week, if that, and lots of phone calls. I like my life here. I don't want to leave now.

I've become a lot closer to my mother lately. We've always been close but now that I'm more "stable," I guess, we seem to click even more. We're always looking out for each other, helping each other, and I think we both need that. We both work on trying to be stronger mentally and emotionally, and we can really identify with each other. I love it.

My father's apparently in Ohio. He left early yesterday and coming back Sunday night...it would have been nice to have known this beforehand, but whatever. It's a strange dynamic in my house now, and I'm not sure how to feel about it.
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